01.28.08
– try –
i try
i try again
i stop
i ponder why i tried
i try
i try again
i ponder why i stopped
i try
i try again
haha..
dont you ponder
cause its the way it goes!
01.17.08
‘Cry’ by James Blunt
James Blunt – Cry Lyrics
I have seen peace. I have seen pain,
Resting on the shoulders of your name.
Do you see the truth through all their lies?
Do you see the world through troubled eyes?
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
I’m a friend.
I have seen birth. I have seen death.
Lived to see a lover’s final breath.
Do you see my guilt? Should I feel fright?
Is the fire of hesitation burning bright?
And if you want to talk about it once again,
On you I depend. I’ll cry on your shoulder.
You’re a friend.
You and I have been through many things.
I’ll hold on to your heart.
I wouldn’t cry for anything,
But don’t go tearing your life apart.
I have seen fear. I have seen faith.
Seen the look of anger on your face.
And if you want to talk about what will be,
Come and sit with me, and cry on my shoulder,
I’m a friend.
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
I’m a friend.
01.16.08
rhythm of life : Jan 13, 2008
still feels the same
divinity dances with the rhythm of life
ow god! why thou chose this
heart lined with sacrifice
love as it’s soul
01.10.08
do LOVE, get PAIN for free
my heart is bleeding.only possible diagnosis seems love.
nothing nowhere is there to feel.feelin is just everywhere.
supersaturation is the state.i dont meant to enter this door.the door of pain.broken air.hard to
breathe.i dont love pain.i never did.sure u dont too.but the pain is there.could i avoid it but how..i need
love too.only love i mean.but seems never possible.its got pain as gift.do love,get pain for free.
the bleeding heart with immence courage,sacrifice..what else u want..i m ready to give.nothings united.everythings broken.
i try to remember somebodys saying‘love me or love me more’…i was confused..huh! arent you??
wots love me gotta do with love me more..i said if i want love then i obviously go for love more..
y jus love..but its difficult.to love is not so hard.but to love more is near to hate.sounds funny.no
its not.use ur brain.heart stops here.heaven shakes for sure.
u can love without any 2nd thought..yea try it.its not so hard.
but try loving more..its too difficult..it gets ur nerve out ur mind..gets ur heart in ur hand..can
u hold it..i dont say no.but sure its not a cakewalk.its tough.too i say.
01.04.08
Benazir Bhutto: OSAMA bin LADEN IS DEAD
Here are some excerpts that i got in some blogsite while i was just surfin net..I thought it to be interesting as it says Bhutto herself stated BIN LADEN IS ALREADY DEAD few years back.It appeared SHOCKIN to me as i had never had such reports that also being stated as CONFIRMED from such high profile political player of Pakistan, Late Ms.Benazir Bhutto.
This interview with Benazir Bhutto by UK TV host Sir David Frost (on “Frost All Over The World”) was filmed shortly after the attempted assassination attempt in October, 2007.
It is fascinating viewing throughout, not least, where at 06:10 into the clip, she baldly states (while referring to a terrorist who allegedly decapitated 3 American and 3 British tourists) that it was former MI6 operative Omar Saeed Sheikh who murdered Osama bin Laden (Bhutto’s own words). No date is mentioned (although this likely happened some years back). Amazingly, this little gem slipped through the censors.
One would imagine that Ms. Bhutto was privy to the kind of information re. Pakistan’s internal affairs that is not even known within our own intelligence agencies, let alone aired and shared on the US media.
I wonder how long this will stay up on youtube before the censors ax it? Someone at JumpTV must have gotten fired over this. Certain folks (no need to mention names) must also have been absolutely raging furious with Ms. Bhutto for debunking the legend of the bearded one, and are probably (privately) rubbing their hands together at not only her demise, but also the high probability of further unrest in the region.
There you have it. Next time the corporate media or some weasel talking head starts ranting on about OBL, think back to Ms. Bhutto’s words.
(for more refer: http://wot-on-earth.blogspot.com/)
12.24.07
absent life
the absent life? what may it be..dont worry I even dont know.Its just a thought as you may have the other.You know why cause am’s brain isnt of god either as yours not.life in a sense is very complex.at the same its very simple.the complexity of life can only be described in the way we experience it.theres no any other such indicators.experience is the sole indicator for the complexity of life.if you go back to ages,say in the stone age,still there was life.the life of its own kind.no technology or lets say the only technology available with homo sapiens was the tools for hunting.but there was life.certainly the idea of social living was generating slowly but it wasnot developed in a way to establish it practically.
then & now
Now the time has travelled too far.its 21st century if you see the AD.human civilization has taken many more great leaps.ages past when women were the sole-rulers of the world.civilizations like that of babylon,mesopotamia,and many more others.centuries past when people were bought like slaves(though it still persists but in a different form).when there were empires in the world.kings used to rule this world.gone its all like past.now theres democracy.democracy rules the world,atleast in words.Nobody knows what does this democracy means in true sense,not atleast, in practice.
defining life
life is itself a new defination.the defination that you are going to give it.theres no any definitive things in life that is predetermined.one thing you can take granted is that you are totally free to do anything in its whole sense.yea i mean it.but the consequences will certainly follow you.i dont know whether there are such things like heavan or hell.but you will get what you induce in this life.its the most important aspect of life.its so simple.
life- ’simple’ or ‘complex’
this so simple thing itself tries to define life in someway.meaning the path you chose defines your life.but take a rest first.cause life is not so simple either.
now the complex aspect of life takes its entry in a way you either havent imagined or dont want to imgine anyway.this very entry is like the entry of villian.the villian in your life.you arent only what you think or what you do cause of this very aspect.
‘but’- take the lead!
the life is interesting now.life was once toy that you can choose and play it the way you like it.but the entry of villian makes it different.it twists in a way that makes it so fascinating.the great gasps and the height of feeling take a cross.you are like in the middle of a street.crossroads.yea its obvious that you just want to move ahead like the ray of light that has just the direction in a line.straight line,on your own path,on your own way.but.again the but enters here like villian.this very but makes your life complex.the degree of complexity arises when you see different sorts of vehicles heading towards you and you are heading towards it.so much of them.you are alone.totally.now you have to move yourself in different directions.twists and turns. It makes you so fast and furious at the same so lethargic as if you are starved.here comes the start of life,’real’ life.Now come on the ground and take the lead of ur life.theres no escape from.only escape is death.Better live and take the lead.
— Theme for the Soul —
Its a very huge topic to give the view.There are many approaches you can pour upon.Basically you have two gates to enter this topic.One is spituriality and the other is the humanistic approach or,lets say the scientific approach.The descriptions you are going to get here is just an overview of the topic and I lack many aspects of it to put it in a full way,I have to admit it clearly.
The word “Soul” itself is very controversial for above two gates.From spiritual view it is:’immaterial part of a person regarded as immortal’.While the scientific view doesnt agree with the way it is linked with spirituality.And says that ’soul’should be regarded as the one’s ‘Beingness’ that individual experiences from birth till just before death.
Gates:
Spiritual Gate:
If you take the spiritual gate alone,you can get a loads of other subkeys of religions that claim they represent the spiritality in a right way.Hinduism,Christianity,Islam,Buddism,Judaism and loads of other.Despite the diferent subkeys of spirituality,its theme for the soul is one.Its God.It says believe in God and try to abide by his rules of love and truth by surrendering yourself to him.It emphasizes on that if you do so then you will get the higher position and all the happiness you ever wanted,partly in this life and mainly after your death when it believes you reach heavan or hell depending upon your deeds in this physical world.
Scientific Gate:
And,if you go for the scientific gate then you cant get any subkeys.It has the only key and for the humanity.It says that we should concentreate all our doings for the well being of the humans.Its theme for the soul is ‘humanity’ itself and seeks love,peace,truth and justice as the things to get abiding to it.
Advantages & Disadvantages:
Advantages:
The major capacity of spiritual approach is that it makes people believe in a higher hand of God who is watching their every activities and would judge them accordingly.Its a kind of invisible survillence upon the peoples every conducts and misconducts in life.We have to accept it that because of this very fact people,atleast in their thinking,try to orient towards the right and godly conducts;though their is no single evidence of presence of God nor have they ever seen Him.
The advantage of scientific approach is that it has a very evidence based practicle and huministic approach.It doesnt let any imaginary things(God?),which we cant sense atleast in this 4D world, to judge them.They say we should be ourselves responsible and accountable for our acts and should live a life that helps to keep harmony among us and leads a better future for the humanity.
Disadvantages:
Spiritual approach makes you believe and completely surrender yourself in the thing(God) that you have neither seen nor can take a real experience that could have a single trace of evidence.It makes a rather undeniable access for the thugs of the society for imposing the superiority upon the general population in the name of servent of God and provide a lot of oppertunities for unwatchful corruptions and sins that in someway takes a social grant.
While on the other side, scientific approach have no specific thing from which you could fear for doing the evil things,as theres God to fear from in the spiritual approach.Thus it depends upon the wisdom and understanding of the individual to keep up its theme for the harmony among humans.
Conclusion:
Well friends its upto you to choose the gate you want your brain to have the directive memory.But whichever be it,onething is for sure that humanity should be the centre for every acts you perform.Before folding myself here,I wanna share the views of great American philosopher and author Ralph Waldo Emerson about the key to success for the soul.To laugh often and love much;to win the respect of intelligent persons and affection of children;to earn the approbation of honest citizens and endure the betrayal of false friends,;to appreciate beauty;to find the best in others,to give of ones self ; to leave the world a bit better whether by a healthy child,a garden patch or, a redeemed social condition, to have played and laughed with enthusiasm and sung with exultation;to know even one life breathed easier because you have lived.This is to have succeeded in a true sense for a soul.
(Author: myself, Posted in 11th issue of yrly SANGAM magazine.)
